The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 25

Khalisa HilalAh, the tender sweetness of her lips. Ghassan couldn’t draw himself away from them. It was risky, kissing Alexandra this way in the streets of Aberdeen, but he just couldn’t stop. He had missed her so much – this beautiful woman who had become his entire life. And now she had just agreed to be his wife. Apart from the obvious hurdles they still had to leap, they had, indeed, come so far. And now he felt a sudden burst of emotion, and a wave of relief simultaneously. As he pulled her in even closer to him, a vision of the snowy evening at the Gaststätte in Stuttgart, where he first saw her, flashed through his mind. Back then she had seemed so fragile, so dainty and, on the surface, she still appeared so. Even the grace and intelligence that glistened in her eyes that night masked the depth of her strength and tenacity which he found later and had come to know so well. He now realized that he not only loved her, but admired her.

Time seemed to stand still as their bodies reconnected through the passionate embrace and kiss. Aberdeen seemed a million miles away – any place did. As Ghassan closed his eyes, all of the sounds around him melded into a distant murmur. Alexandra was the only thing that was real. Suddenly a burning desire rose in the pit of his stomach and as he kissed her, he found that, although they held each other tightly, their bodies merged, he just could not bring her close enough. In his mind, he knew that he should contain himself, but his body spoke of hunger and his kisses became more fervent beyond his control. In his mind, he half expected Alexandra to stop him, to push him away, but, to his surprise, she seemed equally starved for him and unconcerned about the consequences of them being seen together.

Ghassan was so engrossed in Alexandra, in fact, that he had not felt the tap on his shoulder. Before he knew what was happening, a surly, pale and freckly face practically inserted itself between Ghassan and Alexandra.

“What are you doing with my girl?” the face said indignantly, watery blue eyes glaring at him.

“David!” Alexandra uttered sternly. “I am not your girl!”

David MacEwan was shorter than Ghassan but much more stocky like one might expect of a rugby player. Ghassan knew immediately who he was and immediately he could feel his blood boil. He and Alexandra were about to finally move on with their lives and he would be damned if he would let this pawn of Professor Cochrane’s interfere now.

“This is your Arab then, Alexandra?” David said calculatedly.

“David. Don’t start…” Alexandra warned.

“So what of it?” Ghassan hissed, his dark eyes trained on the intruder. He had already clenched his fists, his body taut with adrenalin. “As far as I can see, you have no business here.”

“I think the good Professor would disagree.” David looked to Alexandra and smirked. “Are you planning on running away?”

I said, you have no business here.” Ghassan took a step toward David and carefully moved Alexandra behind him with his arm.

“Ghassan…” Alexandra started but then fell quiet.

“What are you planning on doing, Arab? You want to strike me?” David goaded.

“Don’t flatter yourself. I wouldn’t waste my energy on you.” Ghassan retorted coldly but he remained tense.

“You might change your mind about that.” David snapped. “I think I’ll go have a word with Dr. Cochrane.”

Ghassan’s lips curled into a dry smile. “You wouldn’t want to keep him waiting then.”

David nodded sarcastically to Ghassan, and removed his cap to Alexandra, as he went on his way, clearly pleased with himself.

“Ghassan!” Alexandra uttered astonished when David was gone. “He will go to my father!”

“Good.” Ghassan replied curtly. “Let the snitch get it out of his system. Neither he nor your father will interfere with us – not any more!”

“But Ghassan…!” Alexandra was close to tears.

Ghassan saw the fear in her eyes. He knew she worried that her plan would crumble now that David had found them out. But the fear told him something else – that she didn’t have the confidence in him or herself to resolve the matter.

“Look in my eyes, Alexandra. Do you see the kind of man who will be diminished in this way without ever putting an end to it? Am I the kind of man who would allow my future wife to live in fear and uncertainty? I have been patient and held back because I was reluctant to tear apart your family. But as you said yourself, it is not we who are tearing the family apart but your parents in their unwillingness to let you be free to choose for yourself. Unless you ask me to stop, I will fight for us. We will not run any more. I will marry you and you will join me in my life in Syria – if that is what you truly want.”

Ghassan watched Alexandra’s face closely. He saw a look of genuine realization pass over it, the solid determination and sparkle return to her eyes.

“Its you and me, Ghassan. We’ll make a family of our own, together, in Syria.” A gentle smile passed over her lips.

Tenderly he stroked her cheek, the blush of excitement still lingering there. He marveled how her colours all worked together to create a most brilliant canvas. The red of her hair, the pale pink of her lips and cheeks, and the milky white of her skin all enhanced her already dazzling sea-blue eyes. A rare beauty, an even rarer woman – one who’s life he could no longer leave to chance or under the thumb of her oppressive father.

“Let’s go and get our tickets to Stuttgart.” Ghassan smiled and placed his lips upon hers again in succession of soft kisses before taking her hand so she could lead them in the initial step to starting their life together.

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 24

Sky Heart - Shere Chamness The morning sun filtered through the emerald trees lining the old street. Its rays danced like diamonds in Alexandra’s tear filled eyes. As she looked up into Ghassan’s handsome face, she watched as her answer swept away any traces of impatience and doubt he had shown mere moments earlier. She could almost feel her words weaving an invisible blanket of happiness around them, impenetrable to the rest of the world. Alexandra felt, as Ghassan’s arms enfolded her, that she had just entered a dream. Before, she hadn’t dared dream it. She had only looked at the long flight of stairs to the dream and the best way to ascend each one. But now, suddenly, she was nearly at the top having, miraculously, skipped many steps in between. The last few steps, however, worried her most and that worry brought a heavy cloud upon the otherwise sun-filled dream.

Holding Ghassan tightly she whispered to him, “Please, my love, you must listen to what I have to say.” In her arms, she could feel Ghassan tense again. “Alexandra…” She put her fingers to his lips to quiet him. “Please listen to me, Ghassan. I have to tell you what I was planning to do. If it works, then I can avoid dealing with my father altogether.”

Ghassan looked at her worried and shook his head. “Alexandra! You can’t not tell your father that you are marrying me. I can’t tear you from your family! What about your mother?”

“You are not tearing me from my family. My family chose not to support me even though they know how much I love you and how much I wish to be married to you. That is their doing not yours.”

“Yes, but if it weren’t for me…”

“Ghassan! A life without you is unthinkable. I want to move forward without looking back. I’ve spent too much looking back over my shoulder. Please, just listen.”

Ghassan looked at her for a long time as if he were trying to digest what she said, as if he wasn’t sure whether or not he should be agreeing with her. But he said nothing and let her speak.

“I was on my way to the travel agency. I was going to buy a ticket to Stuttgart. I’ve been in touch with Frau Hanauer almost weekly since departing in December. She has invited me to stay with her as long as I need to. Our plan was to convince you to return as well. I say “convince” because I thought you would be too hurt and too angry to come easily.” Ghassan’s face did not change expression so she continued. “If things worked out – I mean if you came to Stuttgart – we could be married there. Frau Hanauer has tentatively arranged everything.”

“You’re running away.” There was a trace of sadness in his eyes.

“I’m not, Ghassan. I’m not waiting for anyone to tell me what I can and cannot do with my life. I’m moving forward and I was hoping you would go with me.” This time he looked away and she suddenly understood. “Ghassan, my parents may never accept you. But I have accepted your proposal. I want to be with you. If we wait for them we may never have a chance to be together. I have planned this for months, my love. I’m not acting on a whim. I love you.”

“Months?” Ghassan muttered – one side of his mouth flirting with the idea of a smile.

“Ever since I left Stuttgart. I’ve been planning and saving for this very day.” Alexandra smiled sweetly.

“Then you really do love me.” Ghassan’s face broke into a wonderfully, bright smile. Alexandra had never seen him look so…radiant.

“Kiss me and you’ll see how much.” Alexandra was surprised at her own words but liked the sound of them. Apparently, Ghassan did too. He took her face in both of his hands and pressed his lips to hers. His kisses were soft and, at the same time, strong and passionate. How she had missed the taste of him, the smell of him, the feel of his body next to hers. She found herself craving all of him. Five months apart was just too long.

No Other Love Have I

Ronnie HiltonIn May of 1956, Ronnie Hilton’s “No Other Love” was the number one hit in Great Britain. How perfect for our Ghassan and Alexandra don’t you think?

Play it here. Enjoy.

More on the story soon.

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 23

Celtic RoseWhen those blue eyes looked into his, he was completely intoxicated by them. Ghassan had forgotten how incredibly beautiful her eyes were and how they could immediately affect him. Perhaps forgotten was the wrong word. It was more that each time he saw her eyes their impact took him as if he were seeing them for the first time. Suddenly all the resentment he had felt toward her dissipated. His plan had been to confront her and now he was left without a plan. Even the surprise that showed on her face at seeing him now could not equal the surprise he felt in himself at how quickly he had been softened. He couldn’t say anything.

“Ghassan?” the most contagious and brilliant smile illuminated Alexandra’s face. “What are you doing here? Are you okay?”

“What else would I be doing here Alexandra, except to see you?” He said, feeling as though he barely moved his lips. He continued to watch her closely. He was mesmerized by the sun on her auburn hair that peeked out from under her hat and her milky white, delicate neck as it rose elegantly from her coat collar. He noted a slight flush in her cheeks as she lowered her gaze, her long eyelashes fluttering nervously. He only wanted now to take her in his arms but maintained his distance. “I want you to come back with me to Syria.”
Now it was Alexandra’s turn to remain speechless. She stared at him, her eyes bright.

“I have brought enough money to buy you a ticket and the required paperwork.” He stepped toward her in anticipation of a possible refusal on her part but still she said nothing. “Alexandra, I want us to be married. I want you to be my wife.” As he looked in her eyes now, he could see the emotion but the rest of her was motionless, like a porcelain statue. Was she happy or sad? He couldn’t tell and it was making him crazy. “Hayati, say something, please!”

“Hayati?” She repeated quietly with her Scottish lilt. It almost didn’t sound like the same word.

“My life. You are my life.” He took another step toward her and watched as a single tear ran down Alexandra’s cheek. He lifted his hand to brush it away, to caress her silky cheek but hesitated. He needed her to say something, something to indicate that he could touch her, that she was with him.

She looked up at him almost pleadingly, urgent and then, to his surprise, took his hand in hers and smiled broadly. “Come on!” She chirped and pulled him along with her. “Come with me!”

They practically ran along the cobblestone streets. “Where are we going?” Ghassan couldn’t help but laugh. Alexandra had such a way of making him behave in ways he’d never imagined himself doing. But inside he still felt tense. He had practically proposed to her and she seemed to be unwilling to respond. His plan, his purpose for being here, was unraveling before his eyes. Suddenly he tugged at her arm, bringing them both to an abrupt halt, and pulled her into him. “Alexandra, where are we going?”

He could see the effect of his austerity on her face, but he could no longer take the uncertainty. He had come to Aberdeen with a definite purpose and he needed to get his plan back on track. “Alexandra, I have come here for you. I need to know your intentions. I need to know that I haven’t made this trip only to leave again without you.”

“Ghassan you don’t understand…” Alexandra began.

“If there’s nothing here for me I need to know now.” Ghassan pressed. “Will you be my wife and come back to Syria with me?”

Alexandra hesitated. “But Ghassan…”

“Will you marry me?” Ghassan was stern.

As he looked into her face, he was unable to read it. At first, he could tell she had been taken aback by his forcefulness but within seconds something softened. She reached up with her hand to his face and stroked it gently. The pleasure of her touch was instantly calming and the frustration he felt transformed into softer emotion. He watched as the edges of her pink lips curved into a tender smile and her eyes filling with tears, looked lovingly into his.

“Yes, my love, I will marry you.”

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 22

blue suitcaseAlexandra’s return to Aberdeen proved as dismal as she had anticipated. Ultimately, however, the decision had been hers and she knew in the long run that it was the wisest course of action. Her only regret was leaving Ghassan in a state of confusion. But she had also known that a showdown at Frau Hanauer’s house would have proved disastrous, particularly for Ghassan. She had purposefully left Ghassan in the dark and disconnected in hopes that he would not try to come to Aberdeen to confront her father. In order for her plan to work, she needed to be in full control of all of the variables. Of course, on that fateful day in December, she hadn’t fully planned everything out. The one thing she had known, however, was that once she was home it would be easier for her to get away from her father than it would would have been at Frau Hanauer’s.

Alexandra knew that her father thought he had won, thought that his ever obedient daughter had returned home because of his will. Once home, Alexandra never once defied him. She went to dinner parties at the MacEwan’s, she went to the cinema and some dances with David MacEwan, she attended church regularly, and she continued her studies by correspondence – arranged, of course, by her father. So long as she was willing to comply with her father’s demands, they had very little to discuss and for the most part, he left her alone. Life at the Cochrane home was smooth albeit chilly.

During all the time at home, however, Alexandra had plenty of opportunity to fully organize her plan. She was getting things in order for her eventual departure. She had a packed suitcase, made sure her documents were up to date, and took a job tutoring some students at the university and high-school to pad her bank account. She had spoken, secretly, with Frau Hanauer on several occasions. Any day now Alexandra would purchase a ticket back to Stuttgart to stay at the Frau’s comfortable home. The only important detail that she wasn’t sure about concerned the one person for whom she was doing all this planning.

Ghassan was the only man she ever wanted to be with, the only man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. She would walk the earth if it meant that she would eventually be with him. But what were his thoughts now? Surely from his perspective she had abandoned him. She knew that Frau Hanauer had spoken to him several times. The Frau had tried to soothe him without revealing Alexandra’s plan. But he was determined and so protective of Alexandra that it was difficult to find that fine line between dissuading him from going to Scotland and from not discouraging him altogether so that he would think he had lost Alexandra. But, Alexandra noted, Frau Hanauer seemed to be a genius when it came to human relations and, as far as Alexandra knew, the Frau had managed to keep him where he needed to be for Alexandra’s plan to work.

On a beautiful, May, Tuesday morning, Alexandra took a handful of money from her jewelery box – a place she had always stored extra cash. She donned her spring jacket and hat and stepped out onto the grey cobblestone street to walk to the local travel agency. She had enough to buy her ticket back to Stuttgart. With butterflies in her stomach and a lightness of excitement, she strolled carefree through her neighborhood. It wasn’t until she had almost reached the market that she realized that she was being followed. It wasn’t the sound of heavy footsteps, or a shadow that had given away her pursuer. It was a most familiar cologne that wafted toward her mixed in the sea air. At first, she thought her senses were misleading her, but as the scent grew stronger, she knew that she had not been mistaken. She suddenly stopped in her tracks and looked as casually as she could over her shoulder. There he was, her Ghassan, not more than a few feet away looking at her with those eyes, those boundless, dark eyes.

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 21

Spring LightAs the South wind breathed springtime into Stuttgart once again, the rains washed away the snow and cold and ushered in a warm and sunny April. In the nurturing rays of the sun, the grasses and leaves exploded across the city in splashes of emerald. Spring flowers popped up their sleepy heads in neighbourhood gardens in vibrant hues while wildflowers danced in the meadows at the edge of the city. The busy downtown streets resounded with the energetic voices of the many people who walked there. Life had finally returned to the city that had slept for months.

On a particularly beautiful day, hung with blue skies and awash in sunshine, Ghassan rode alone in the back of a taxi. He was on his way back, his first visit of the year, to Wilhelma. He watched, stoically, through the taxi window as it ticked by the bones of the city he had grown to love and despise. In a few days he would return to Syria with his engineering degree and may never, as far as he knew, return to Stuttgart. If there was any part of the city he wanted to take home with him, it was the unmatched beauty of Wilhelma Park. He knew, however, today’s visit there would be bittersweet.

Ghassan had made a point of ignoring the empty seat beside him. But he couldn’t help thinking back to a year ago when he brought Alexandra to the park. He smiled as he remembered the excitement that was in her eyes and the flush that coloured her cheeks. She had been such a perfect vision of beauty that day. She had been everyday, in fact, but from that particular day his mind held an exquisite memory of her. But the memory quickly became painful and he turned his attentions once again to the streets. He was pleased to see the grandeur of Rosenstein Park rising before him and finally the intricate fence of Wilhelma not far in the distance.

—–

Against their exotic backdrop, the magnificent magnolias of Wilhelma reigned in blossom over the Moorish Gardens just as they had the year before and likely many years before that. Butterflies fluttered from flower to flower, birds sang in harmony with the breezes, and the waters in the enormous reflecting pool shimmered with diamonds of sunlight. Infused with a dream of perfection, of heaven, the park drew Ghassan along its meandering paths. He ambled with a carefree appearance but inside his heart began to ache as he approached the magnolias. The scene was unbalanced without her there. But he continued forward as if walking against a gale – a strong wind of regret and loss.

The day she left for Scotland was forever branded in his memory. Over and over in his mind he saw her walking out to the plane beside her father, her red hair tossing in the December wind, her blue coat wrapped tightly around her. He had stood powerless. Before she left, he tried everything to convince her to stay with him. But she had to go. Why he could never fully understand. But there she went. As he thought about her father, he remembered, resentfully, the fateful day of her father’s arrival in Stuttgart. How they had fought so hard to be together but to know end. Later he had tried to convince himself that their love wasn’t meant to be. That she simply hadn’t been the right girl. But that didn’t work for he knew in his heart that she was. And now he stood steeped in the most powerful memory he had of her.

As the magnolia petals of Wilhelma Park swirled and danced in the air before him, he made a decision. He would delay his return home and go to Scotland. He would not leave until she came with him.

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 16

The ProfessorProfessor John Cochrane was a formidable figure, tall, steely-eyed, and rarely smiling. Even when he did smile, it held the shape of irony – nearly a smirk. At the University he was an esteemed professor. He was very knowledgeable in his field and a fair grader. One look at him and the student knew  to take his course seriously or to leave. He was well respected by his colleagues, outspoken in debate and a well-spring of facts and information. At home he was very much the patriarch – strict and overbearing. He was a good provider – neither his wife nor his daughter wanted for anything, except perhaps for some affection.

The Professor had made decisions about the path in life that his only child should take. He had decided her course of study, where she would work once graduating, and had even narrowed down candidates who might be good husbands. Alexandra had always been an uncomplicated child, willing to please her father and always obedient. But as they sat across from one another in Frau Hanauer’s sitting room, he saw a change in his daughter. One he didn’t like. She had a look of hostility, if not outright rebelliousness in her eyes. He knew that he would have to deal with her toughly and swiftly.

“When we return to Scotland tomorrow, our family shall have dinner with the MacEwans. Do you remember David?” He asked brusquely.

Alexandra sat uncomfortably across from her father. Her hands were set tensely on her knees and her posture perfectly straight. For the most part, she avoided looking directly at him for fear she might impart some information to him that she hadn’t wanted to. Unfortunately, this act in itself, had already signaled to him that there might be a problem. She could see him looking at her keenly and waiting for a satisfactory response.

“Yes. I remember David.” she said quietly.

“And what do you think of David?” Every question was exploratory and never simple.

What do I think of David? Alexandra had never thought about David MacEwan except that she was repulsed by his freckles. He was quiet and studious but hardly appealing – at least to her. She wondered bitterly, where her father was going with this line of questioning.

“David is very hard working.” She responded flatly.

“Indeed. He will be a good provider to a lucky woman.” Professor Cochrane had not moved his sight from his daughter’s face.

“Probably.” Alexandra felt nauseous. She held her breath and quickly added, “But I won’t be able to join you for dinner.”

“What do you mean?” her father said slowly through gritted teeth.

“I’m staying here for Christmas, with Frau Hanauer.” Alexandra’s heart was beating so hard she could hear it pounding in her head.

“You most certainly will not.” Her father’s voice was flat and terse. Alexandra could tell that he was extremely vexed.

“I’ve already made the arrangements with Frau Hanauer.” Alexandra looked at her father with determination in her eyes. Something he had never seen before.

“Do you remember who is footing the bill here? Or have you forgotten that along with your family?” Her father launched at her.

Alexandra wanted to hit him. To smite him as harshly as he had always tromped on her feelings. But she had always sensed it wouldn’t make an impression on him. He seemed to have no feelings to hurt. She decided to play a card from her father’s deck. As cooly as she could she responded. “I haven’t forgotten who is footing the bill or who my family is, but perhaps you have forgotten why I am here and who wanted me here in the first place.”

“Very clever, Alexandra. But not clever enough. While I am paying the bills, you will do as I bid. Once you are married, and someone else is footing the bill, you will no longer be accountable to me.” He sneered.

“Then I shall marry.” Tears of frustration were welling in Alexandra’s eyes.

“Yes, you shall. David MacEwan has asked me for your hand and I have agreed.”

“You did what!” Alexandra was standing now and shouting. “I will not marry David MacEwan.”

“Alexandra, you are making a scene.” Her father looked at her with victory in his eyes. “Go up and pack your bags.”

Without another word, Alexandra stormed from the sitting room, past the stairs, and out the front door. Professor Cochrane started as the large wooden door banged shut. “Alexandra!”

—–

Outside on the front step, Frau Hanauer was watching Ghassan make his way up the street and was startled by Alexandra’s sudden slamming of the door. As the girl flew by her and down the steps, Frau Hanauer made no attempt to stop her.

Music on the Side

Unchained Melody, sung by Jimmy Young, topped the charts in the UK in the summer of 1955. Have a listen below. I think its absolutely fitting at this part of the story. Enjoy.

Unchained Melody

Alternatively, if you can’t use the player go here to listen.

The Story of Ghassan and Alexandra – Part 8

July 25, 1955

Dear Ghassan,

Thank you for the most wonderful and romantic letter I have ever received. I will cherish it always. The day I received it, I jumped with delight when I saw that it was postmarked from Syria. As I sat to read it, the tears streamed down my face from pure joy. Your words are so beautifully poetic. I couldn’t put it down for the rest of the day. I held it for a while in my hand and carried it in my pocket everywhere I went. That night (and every night since), I slept with it beneath my pillow. I think I dreamed of you until the morning when I awoke. As I write this letter, yours is placed just above. It truly brings me happiness and lifts me above the dreariness of this wretched place.

I find myself yearning terribly for Stuttgart. The memory of our day at Wilhelma is also clear in my mind. It was like a dream – a sun-filled dream. Here in Aberdeen, it seems, its always wet and cold. Even when the sun shines, I still feel a chill. I often go to the seaside and stare longingly at the horizon as the cold wind, whipping off the icy waters, conspires to blow me asunder. The knowledge that across those waters lies the land that brought us together, a place to which we’ll return to soon, is the blanket that warms me. Never before have I so desperately wanted to return to school!

As much as I would like to shout your name from the top of every mountain, I have only told my closest girlfriend about you. When I first returned home, I asked my father what he knew about Syria. He practically dismissed me on the spot. With a wave of the hand, he muttered something about Russia and left the room. When I pressed him further, his words frightened me into silence. I am so eager to share my happiness with anyone who will listen, but now I am truly afraid of my father’s response. My mother would be sure to tell my father, so I have avoided confiding in her as well. In my nightly prayers, I have asked God for guidance, but he seems unresponsive. Oh, Ghassan, the secret is gnawing away at my heart!

Please write again and tell me more about your wonderful homeland. I’m sure to you it all seems quite ordinary, but to me, reading your descriptions is like reading passages from an adventure book; a novel where the hero travels to exotic lands full of bizarre and fascinating treasures. I wish, too, with everything that I am, that I could be there with you. But, I keep reminding myself that September is only a little over a month away, and then we’ll be together in Stuttgart once again.

Until then, I wish you well, my dear, sweet, Ghassan.

Sincerely, with love,
Alexandra

(to be continued)